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[02 Jul 2006|11:03am] |
I KNOw i said this like two entries ago but i have a new lj
LADY_MADONNAX ++++add it
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[29 Jun 2006|11:32am] |
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we do it to make this year
better then the last
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[26 Jun 2006|11:04am] |
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actually happiness is a emotion,
'Cause honesty and emotion are not looked down upon
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[26 Jun 2006|10:50am] |
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OKAY i am deleting this thing but i need you guys to add my new livejournal cause it is going to be friends only
livejournal name= lady_madonnax
i am keeping this lj for a bit until i do somethings that i need to do hahah okay soo add me now !!!!
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[22 Jun 2006|04:01pm] |
On an off white,
subtle morning you stretch
your legs in the front seat.
The road has made a vacuum
where our voices used to be.
And you lay your head onto my shoulder,
pour like water over me.
So if I just exist for the next ten minutes
of this drive that would be fine.
And all the trees that line
this curb would be rejoicing and alive.
Soon all the joy that pours from everything makes
fountains of your eyes because you finally
understand the movement of a hand waving you
good-bye.
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[21 Jun 2006|01:12pm] |
i am soo happy school is over!!!! since i have no friends and no life can someone give me a pitty invite hahaha.. well nina i want that gorilla biscuts song to listen to.. you know the one i am breaking free or something like that i just had teh urge to listen to it. i wonder what i might do for my sweet sixteen but i don't know its not too late to get a place cause i can have in the september. but i kinda do but kinda don't want a sweet sixteen because i dont' want to waste my money on something that i only get once. but i would like camera or something like that or a new tv.. maybe me and my family can go to florida orrrrr i can take some friends to six flags.. that would be amazing!! how much is a coach bus or a limo that we can buy to bring us there and back.. or maybe hershey park or something like that. i know my mom won't mind us going to sixflags. you know what i want to do brittany i want to go to the wax mueseum. we have to go!!!! I feel so much happier lately like i have no cares. its amazing the outcomes of something great. i didn't think it was great at first but IT IS! everything is soo wonderful my friends are just amazing i have no problems with any of them and they are the best friends i had in a long time.
HAVE A GREAT SUMMER KIDS!!!!
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[18 Jun 2006|07:08pm] |
Hello darkness, my old friend,
I've come to talk with you again,
Because a vision softly creeping,
Left its seeds while I was sleeping,
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence.
In restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone,
'Neath the halo of a street lamp,
I turned my collar to the cold and damp
When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of a neon light
That split the night
And touched the sound of silence.
And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people, maybe more.
People talking without speaking,
People hearing without listening,
People writing songs that voices never share
And no one dare
Disturb the sound of silence.
"Fools" said I, "You do not know
Silence like a cancer grows.
Hear my words that I might teach you,
Take my arms that I might reach you."
But my words like silent raindrops fell,
And echoed
In the wells of silence
And the people bowed and prayed
To the neon god they made.
And the sign flashed out its warning,
In the words that it was forming.
And the sign said, "The words of the prophets
are written on the subway walls
And tenement halls."
And whisper'd in the sounds of silence.
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| i dont' like you |
[18 Jun 2006|12:47pm] |
there is only one person who i hate more then you!!! and i don't know who that is cause they are a coward. just like you, i never felt such strong feelings of hate towards one person. i don't understand you sometimes. you make yourself seem like the good person all of the time. you always look for sympathy. You have all this bullshit becuase this was self inflicted. you brought this all upon yourself. so don't give me any of your shit saying "oh i apologize to you but you can never except it... id ont' want to worry about our friendship anymore" I AM STILL TRYING TO FIGURE OUT what friendship!!!!! cause if there was a friendship there.. this wouldn't be happening
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| do we have any plans?? |
[17 Jun 2006|01:45pm] |
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in order to wholly of my substantial quaker are we carrying out haphazard architectural design ???
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| power to the people |
[17 Jun 2006|10:09am] |
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yesterday-i had my espanol regents which i was sure i was going to fail but as of right now i think i did alright. for some reason i can just bullshit my whole way through that crapp. well after regents i went home and picked up erin and droped her off. then i had to clean turd cause he smelled like turd. after that i went to nicks house. we watched the world cup!!!! yes omg i love it hahah... no i don't i just lied. then after that i got some new ring tone adn when i say that i mean i recorded music and set it as a ringtone. what else??? o yeah i went to the carnival which was alright. i just didn't feel like being there. i dont' know why but after awhile i just got bored and had to leave before i commited a murder.. my last ride was the balloon ride. i went on with canada and while we were talking we almost fell off of the ride.. we got off and i said my goodbyes ... caitlin!!!!!( the cat's white cloud was really soft like a cotton ball) i change it up alittle but you should like it.. one of these days just for the hell of it i am going to make a lj with all changes from the thesaurus. good times good time.. you all should just wait.
and brittany ann murphy what time for your house on the 19th ??
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[13 Jun 2006|09:54pm] |
i wonder why ...
you just don't fucking die!!!!!
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[13 Jun 2006|10:51am] |
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defiance, ohio |
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that ten people crapp... o yeah i am listing your names!!!!
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[10 Jun 2006|03:36pm] |
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defiance, ohio.. once again |
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my mom used to get mad when his cigeratte smoke use to come into the house
then god bless him with lung cancer
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| so you said, you said |
[09 Jun 2006|04:46pm] |
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defiance, ohio |
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you had no regrets.. well i have no regrets too
you did what you had to do...
well i am doing what i need to do
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[07 Jun 2006|02:51pm] |
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defiance, ohio |
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"i am over it"
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[07 Jun 2006|02:50pm] |
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"i am over it"
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[07 Jun 2006|02:48pm] |
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i am over it
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[04 Jun 2006|08:43am] |
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friday i went home idon't rember what i did but i did stuff well anyways.... i went to erins at like 8 then i decided that we needed to go to sleep at 10 but no one listens to me. we went to nicks at like 10 watch napolean then went back to courtney's and erin's in the rain at like 12. i got ready for bed, read alittle then went to sleep at like 1ish. i set the alarm clock to 7 so we can get up in time.
saturday- we went to the special olympics. i met this kid name jack i mean alex. and he was soo cute. everyone wanted to kidnap him. hahhaha, watching the kids run the race and fininishing was soo cute. even though they didn't get in first the parents screamed like they did. I realize that my life is not that hard and why do i act like it is. these kids have to live with a disease everyday in their life and i am complaining about a friend. how pathetic is that. we got home at like 2ish then i went home at like 3ish then i went to sleep at like 4ish then i didn't wake up until 9ish. I went back to sleep at like 12ish and woke up at 8ish. hahaha alot of ishes. well i missed nina's house which i am upset about and i wish i never went to sleep but on the other hand i feel very well rested.
today- i just sit here and i still can't understand why people don't realize the things that i am capable of doing. i really can do anything i want, its my life not yours and you don't have a opinion on that subject sorry.
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[01 Jun 2006|09:12pm] |
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laughing can be a natural
pain killer
but somtimes
you can't
laugh
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